Or not enough time?
Long time no write! I hadn’t had anything really to sort out or talk about that couldn’t be summed up in one or two 140-character posts, and this takes more time than tweeting all the things… though if I’d realized I’d probably have written something last month.
Anyways, I was going to tweet this too, then realized I wouldn’t be able to get all my thoughts out easily on the tweetscape, and the blog was a better location. Then I saw how long it had been since I wrote something and figured now is as good a time as any! But on to the actual topic…
This morning I found out that WoW patch 6.2 is due out on Tuesday. My first thought, unlike patches past, wasn’t “Finally!” but “Wait, now? But I don’t feel ready for it.” Where I looked forward to other patches with anticipation, this time I just felt trepidation and disintrest.
The past couple months, despite my original plans to log in once a week for the garrison, I actually haven’t touched WoW at all. I’m still having fun in Star Trek, though I admit I’m settling into a grind a bit or alt-itis, which I think may have been part of my problem with WoW in the end. I finally got to experience the full hardcore, er, experience in WoW and it was killing my enjoyment of the game trying to keep up with all the alts and garrisons and everything, on top of Mythic raiding. (As a side note, I was surprised to find the guild I had been running with is still 8/10M… I thought they would have cleared Blackrock by now.) On top of that, I’d been playing WoW for 6-7 years straight, and not touched other games much during that apart from my last break during 5.4’s year-long content drought.
My plan had been to go back to WoW on 6.2, but a bit more casually, but now that it’s here, I kind of don’t want to. At the same time, I kind of do just so I don’t fall too far behind. I also don’t know who I’ll want to run with – I’m not interested in Mythic this time around really, but I’m already kitted out pretty much at Normal level. I know my previous raid team is probably going to hit Heroic, plow through that, and start Mythic, while from what I see the other guild I was running with hasn’t made much progress on Heroic Blackrock, so they’ll probably be running Normals. There’s folks I like running with on both teams, but one is more hardcore than I’d like(and I’m bound to be rusty anyways after a couple months off) and the other doesn’t seem like it’d be too worthwhile if they haven’t made that much progress by now.
Basically, I get enough stress already from work and life in general, and adding the Mythic Server First lifestyle just kills my enjoyment. It’s not the competition, so much as progressing my character and running with folks that I like. Given that, Clearing Heroic is about the right speed I think for me, and any Mythic fights after that are just bonus. the problem is one guild is higher than that, and the other is lower, and there’s folks I like in both, and no other guilds really out there. I do like the two day a week raid schedule for the weaker of the two though.
There is another guild or two I could probably run with, but I only know a couple people in them, and I don’t know their schedules. They’re on other servers too, so Mythic would be out of the question without forking over cash for transfers.
I’ve got a lot I want to do still in Star Trek though! I have some tweaks to do to my main’s build, and I got a lot of stuff to do to get my Gorn’s carrier built out. I’ve also got a planned build for my Romulan Dinaes HDD, but I kind of want to do that on a different toon I just created recently. On top of those, I just made a Talaxian pirate queen that I want to level up, and the summer event is still going on. Besides gathering resources for all those, I’m also trying to save up so I can get an upcoming ship 3-pack that was leaked, as well as a pilot ship for my Romulan character that’s currently flying the HDD.
Adding to that, there’s folks I basically only see once a week now in Second Life, and land that I used to share that I’ve barely been able to fund in-game. I’ve barely touched it as I haven’t been spending time there like I used to, and have been thinking of letting it go. Would be nice to poke on there a bit more, but first WoW, and then Star Trek has eaten my time for that.
To add another activity to the pile, I just found out there was another official campaign released for Shadowrun Returns, and I still haven’t played through the second one yet! I still need to do that at some point.
I also meant to play Civilization: Beyond Earth at some point because of fond memories of Alpha Centauri, but have yet to buy it.
Add all this on top of work and my weekly gaming group, and there ain’t enough hours in the day!
I think my main issue at this point is how I’m going to break down time between Star Trek and WoW mostly, since the rest is all stuff that is already in limbo pretty much. Going more casual with WoW will help with that, and to that end I’m probably going to have to neglect most of my alts, and set limited goals for WoW to keep it contained. Basically focus on things like unlocking flying and checking out the new Garrison Campaign and Tanaan Jungle. See if that rekindles my enjoyment of WoW while I zoom around the galaxy.
There’s only one problem then. How, with all of this, am I going to find the time to do any writing on the stories I have bouncing around in my head?